this is the only way i can think of getting my thoughts out with out being so bold it would intrigue you when id say somthing normal. so i put them here. when i have to think out loud. of course, some of my thought, are still safley cashed away in the back of my mind rolling around in my memory somewhere. but yes, here are some, and they are real, streight from my mind. when i find im overloading, and noones here i can cry to, ill write to this miserable projection on your dumpy little "computer" that you use to get to me. any wayse. please, this is all i do this for, e mail me, IM me, CALL me, and tell me what u feel, tell me what u think about what i say and like i have, be honest. if u think i suck, say so, if you think im magnificant, say so. this is my diary. my diary is only for my best friends and people i actually dontmind getting ot know me for who i am, because these raw thought havnt been devlouped by the world, or touched my thought not of my own. and they are me, only me. if yoru not a friends, and i didnt send you here, or a friends did not send you here, fuck off because this is me and you, have no place in my head. i will be nothing but honest in my diary so if your sencitive and dont want to know the truth i sugest you not read it because if your the subject, ill tell the truth, mind you, what you think of me or not. |
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newest subject: this time its more about my choices to goto a public school, i knwn it sounds lame, but tis a big decision becaus eits so easy to relax and f ail and i alwayse have my hopes high. so if i fail, i dont take it really easy. i suppose i push my self into working hard, thats a good thing right? soem ppl say im too hard on myself.. but n e wayse.. heres my thought on the subject... |
